Big guilt

My mom guilt is getting even bigger! I am still miserably sick and it's driving me nuts. I really thought I'd be feeling better by now! I've watched more Mickey Mouse Clubhouse and a mixture of other things, than I want to. It's beautiful out and all the sun does to me is give me a huge headache. I know I sound like I'm whining, but I'm tired of being sick. I want to be better so I can see Sean race this weekend. At least Lyla is going with her granna and pops for a few days so I can get caught up on the photographer guilt. But right now, the mommy guilt is at a huge high. Sigh...

I think it's a bad sign when my daughter literally brings my shoes to me and tries to put them on me. Right?